If you really knew me, you'd know that i wait for your text, for your calls, for you to talk to me. I wait for you to one day come and make an effort to see me. You'd know I hate saying goodbye to you. And hate the times where we don't talk. You'd know the first thing I do each morning is check my phone for your messages. If you really knew me,you'd know this about anyone I currently have a relationship with but the person I lost. The person I'm in love with. If you really knew me, you'd know I'm scared of taking that last night chance with you. I'm scared of how much I need you